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I haven’t been blogging because I have used all my energy to write other things.
Finally I am seeing one of my supervisors again and she was alright if I passed over progress instead having polished drafts. After going missing for almost 1/2 year, I have to confront my fears. However, all fears are not gone. I have another supervisor who is so strict on the findings. While it is a good thing, but I am so afraid getting on his bad books again.
While I am writing almost 4-5 days a week, but at the same time, I feel so numb. Writing has become such a routine that it does not spark much joy to me.
And this is partly the reason why I don’t want to meet up with some of my friends. While some are understanding when I said I have to extend, some are not understanding at all.
While I have 50% chance of failing, I also have 50% chance of succeeding. It ain’t over til it’s over.