Photo by rawpixel on Unsplash I have not tracked if I am blogging every Monday, but if I am, that means that I am feeling the Monday blues Anyway, just a recap of last week: I feel a lot less stress these days. I have only progress only 1-2 hours of work in my life and as usual, […]
Brain dump
Stuck
Photo by Daria Nepriakhina on Unsplash It’s the end of July and here are my progress so far: Managed to write 50% of my literature review. Managed to rewrite my logic 5 times and for now it is ready to go. I will tweak along the way. Finish 4 out of 5 mindmaps. One more to go but […]
Therapy
Photo by Thought Catalog on Unsplash Today, I read about a safe way to recover from emotional abuse. If you ask me about my relationship with God, it is not great. I am doubtful, and I am half-hearted. I am aware I am practising partial obedience. I have been struggling with my relationship with my in-laws. I have […]
Freedom
Photo by rawpixel on Unsplash First, read this article on freedom: https://medium.com/personal-growth/freedom-is-not-about-speaking-up-but-choosing-to-be-silent-c4bfb76e87a7 I love reading articles on Medium. It is often thought provoking and it helps me to reflect on self. Hence most of my articles on li is all about my weaknesses. Lol. People write uplifting stuff while I write my struggles. This blog will never hit […]
Walking
Photo by Claude Piché on Unsplash My daily battle everyday is dealing with my emotions. I used to hide them but after marrying to my husband, his family poses a bigger challenge as they are even more emotionally charged than me. I struggle to want to talk with them because it seems to go down in some downward […]
What’s the point of this?
Photo by Cathryn Lavery on Unsplash Loads of articles will tell you to journal so you can see your progress and at some points, it becomes too technical. It’s takes a lot of discipline to be tracking journalling and not get distracted at the same time. Well, for me it is always a emotional dumping ground so I […]
The secret (or maybe not)
Photo by Hailey Kean on Unsplash “To be free is not merely to cast off one’s chains, but to live in a way that respects and enhances the freedom of others.” Nelson Mandela I got a secret, but telling this secret means the person will know that the trust is broken. I am not sure when is the […]
Percubaan dalam belog dalam Bahasa Malaysia
Photo by freddie marriage on Unsplash Inilah kali pertama saya berbelog dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Sudah lama saya tidak menulis dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Biasanya saya akan menulis dalam Bahasa Malaysia kalau saya ingin berkomunikasi dengan pegawai-pegawai pihak kerajaan. Mengapa saya ingin cuba belog dalam Bahasa Malaysia? Percubaan ini adalah satu cara untuk memerah minda saya supaya saya tidak hanya […]
Reading
Photo by Nathan Dumlao on Unsplash It’s been more than a month since I left the my university friend’s whatsapp group. Leaving the group felt weird. I have been friends with them since the university days and we have fun times together. Of course there are times I was quite toxic but we somehow just make things work. […]